A BIt Depressed

It's been said that anything uploaded to the web stays there forever. If I had any sense I probably wouldn't write this, however, I have to say it, I'm depressed and saddened by how my life has turned out. I'm almost 47, I have no money, no job, no family of my own, and no prospects. Oh and did I mention my health has declined quite a bit in the last 5 years. I'm not bed ridden but I'm in rather bad shape for my age. Even in this sotto voce moment I still can't say what has caused all this to occur, mostly it's something I don't think I can change. I suppose that's what has brought me to this situation- I'm weak.